Going Crazy

I'm going crazy.
Always at the brink of madness. 
I'm afraid that I could just fall over 
to the other side 
where insanity lies.


Lying in wait for me
the dark side sees
me at my weakest 
takes me over the edge
to insanity.


Calm, calm
I say to my soul
get a grip 
and breathe.


Sleep
Watch TV
Read
anything.


Just don't freeze
in time
to let it
catch you 


into the crazy
crazy hole within
where soul and 
spirit knows not
where limit is.